January 2012
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December 2011
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-25) →
Robyn (19)
Frank Sinatra (17)
She & Him (12)
No Doubt (4)
Marina & The Diamonds (3)
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“Whiskey is a religion, a spirit in a bottle. Take a swallow, feel it move...”
– Bonnie Jo Campbell, Once Upon A River
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Waiting for a Lover
And what if you don’t arrive? And what if you do? I’m so afraid I cross my fingers, make a wish, spit.
You’re new. You can’t hurt me yet. I light the candles. Say my prayers. Scent myselft with mangoes.
I like the possibility of anything, the little fear I feel when you enter a room. I haven’t a clue of the who of you.
And what if you do like me? And what if you...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-18) →
She Wants Revenge (34)
Marina & The Diamonds (34)
She & Him (27)
Frank Sinatra (18)
No Doubt (6)
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I have to go to a friends birthday dinner tonight but I woke up scared. I realized that today was the first Saturday that I’ve woken up alone and in my own home. I realized that this is how my weekends are going to be from now on. Now I’m debating whether I even want to go out tonight. Being surrounded by people makes me uncomfortable right now. The most socializing I’ve done all...
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My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2011-12-4) →
Los Abandoned (28)
Marina & The Diamonds (3)
Drake (2)
She Wants Revenge (2)
Adele (2)
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familiar ghosts
wearemostaliveindreams:
ghost stories, don’t bother you like they used to.
i remember laying in bed, as your fingers complimented my hair /
you would stop and listen, mouth hanging half open. spotless lips and teeth / your feet getting colder against mine…
the sheets would rise, cracking like wax paper. our skin, going white and the blood we shared, decided to write goosebumps.
and in...
I know we had problems. We both knew it. But I fall asleep feeling empty knowing that I can’t go to him anymore. I wake up feeling worse. I’ve heard that all I need is time. I know that. Four and a half years of feelings can’t be erased or forgotten so easily, but for now all I want to do is just lay next to him. I need to be wrapped in his arms with his lips on my forehead.
...
:(
No matter what I try to eat it won’t stay down.
I just wanted him to be there for me. That’s it. That’s all I wanted.
“Sometimes I’m terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is...”
– Edgar Allan Poe
I wear dresses for myself.
I wear dresses for myself. But sometimes I wear them for others. Too bad they never notice.
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